N+13 訓  掙脫

I don't know since when I changed to such a cold-hearted guy
I have to warm this frozen icy lonely heart to thaw
I like being wrapped with warmness more than anything else for sure
I'm gonna make my coming days to be filled with laughter and joy

I let myself down that I'm more cruel than I thought I would be
I'm just a loser who ends up by caring for my soul
I don't give my heart to no one cause I don't wanna waste my time
I tried to love this loneliness to slip out of this lonesome hole

Sorrow is what I hate but it's grown my sensations
Regrets taught me how to make any hard decisions
Peace is always by my side but I've never felt it once
Love is not the word only for the sweet romance

Well I'm scared,scared,scared,scared to death
And I'm scared to keep on going on my way
Well I'm scared,scared,scared,scared to death
And I'll tell myself I'm special till the end

Recalling my torn broken,aching heart of these long days
And all the memories I wanted to forget for making leaps
Recalling,breaking,aching,crying,making sure to me
And I take all and grin at my future on the way